Since I am going to be open and blunt i will add a disclaimer to this post. Said disclaimer * These are my thoughts not yours you can ignore them agree with them or even bitch about them I don't care*
I've never had ill feelings against you. Like you said, we really never knew each other. I have heard stories about this and that, but really I cannot make such judgments without actually knowing you. I had a fun time on saturday as well, which was why I added you here and on myspace. I was hoping to get to know you better :)
No one is doubting your sincerity... just questioning the timing. I guess we'll just have to chalk it up as another reoccurring coincidence. Also, it's not that I don't think you're great to hang out with or a good person or any of that... because I do... it's just that as of right now, I don't feel the overwhelming need to make yet another unappreciated effort towards a friend who will just shit on me the moment they have a spat with someone else, then take 7 months to finally decide they "miss me".
Look... I'm not saying you're not my friend... because I never stopped considering you one, but as for REALLY good friends, the kind of friends where BOTH can sit and talk to each other about their feelings and know that the other person is actually listening... I don't see it happening. And it's felt that way since that night I tried talking to you on your trampoline after Amber and I broke up. Its just never EVER felt like you actually give any thought to the things I say to you, less it be a funny quip or something to make you feel better.
Anyway... Tammy, I'm cool with you. I don't have any bad feelings towards you or feel like I should have to keep my distance should we find ourselves sharing the same company... but I'm not going to keep trying for something that should've happen naturally.
Have a happy birthday sweetie.